I was diagnosed on December 19, 2008, days before Christmas at age 44. Sometimes things take forever to change and sometimes life changes in an instant. Sitting in my surgeon's office, in a few simple words, there was my instant, my life game-changer.

I am one of many, many "healthy, sporty, cleaning-living, no family history women" whose life is upended by the surprise diagnosis of breast cancer. I was also stunned when it was apparent my cancer was not caught early. Every doctor visit took me farther down the rabbit hole, down far and deep. My tumor was large, the cancer was in my lymph nodes and my diagnosis was stage 2b. My treatment included the amputation of my beautiful breast, removal of 13 lymph nodes (3 positive for cancer), 6
months of chemotherapy and 25 radiation treatments. I will be on tamoxifen or some form of hormone therapy to protect against recurrence until 2014.

A lot happened to me during my cancer treatment; profoundly sad experiences coupled with many unexpected joys. I discovered I was rich in relationships, that much love and kindness surrounded me; I was strong in mind and spirit; that creativity can rise up from fear; and I had a flair for scarf wearing. I knew I needed the help and consult of
other breast cancer patients and survivors. But it wasn't until later into my treatment that I was introduced to the world of dragon boating (thank you Stephanie).

I've always been a sporty girl and I yearned to be on some type of team.... Who knew cancer would bring me there? I love having a reason to get up early on a summer Saturday morning. I adore being able to justify an Egg McMuffin before practice. I love being part of a team (thank you Donna, Puff Puff and James). I love feeling like a dedicated athlete. I am surprised at how good it feels to WIN. I love the way the water looks as the paddle cuts into it. I love the strength my body feels these many months after being battered by treatment. I admire and respect my fellow paddlers and have gained so much from simple chats on the boat as we rest between drills or while we wait to race. I am uplifted by my new friendships and healed by this loving community of survivors. But most of all, I have adored finding my fiery dragon alive and well inside me.... breathing spirit, fun and adventure back into my life.